I am quoting an NP song with this title, but it applies to the way I feel about my thesis. First of all, am supremely grateful for the assistance of my classmates, professors, DD, industry people and old and new friends for trying to help me navigate the murky waters of a thesis topic selection.
I am teetering between something strategic/interesting/political that would likely enable me to pursue employment with the EU (a case study on a UK e-gov/m-gov cross-platform model that has increased engagement to digitally divided populations) and something fun that draws on my multimedia and activist background (ubiquitous video and the redefinition of the public realm, as RG has termed it), which would look at the political impact of user videos shot from mobile devices and distributed online (for activist purposes or political documentation or whatever else) but which would also potentially pigeon-hole me into a lifetime of further work with iNGOs. Turns out it’s a lot easier to come up with a cool name for your imaginary thesis than actual research questions and theoretical frameworks.
If I freak out, I can always return to my original idea of measuring user perception of new m-parking initiatives in San Francisco. But that might be, as Abhi says, “really boring.” Also I have to do a presentation on my final idea in two weeks. Which, in the grand scheme of my MIT life, is the equivalent of two hours. But I am still grateful for those two hours, and all the people who haven’t completely given up on my intellectual abilities. Yet.