Thank God for church or I’d be lost. I totally rocked the hymns last night and left bouncing. This is such a weird era; consistency has to linger somewhere.
I have to stop thinking about The Rest of My Life and concentrate more on each day. I know that sounds fluffy and zen, but it’s true. A few weeks ago, I had Most Humbling Moment of 2006: 7-yr-old E. was zipping through the MIT athletic building on his razor scooter; I was chasing behind him.
“Scuse me,” came a voice at the desk. White girl, early twenties, angry. “Is that your son?”
Is that my son? Ha! Haaaaaa!
But before I could answer, she went off — “he CAN’T be riding that in the building” — right, whatever. I can’t believe she thinks he’s my son.
“E.” I shoot him a look and use my mother’s Your Behaviour Is Unacceptable voice to order him off the razor scooter.
Small incident, but it got me thinking about the rest of my life. Again. What I’m doing with it, what I plan on doing, who I’m doing it with, where I’m doing it, why. Also the fact that I’m pushing 30 and still babysitting. [Stop. Breathe. Think. No, don't think. Get some ice cream.]
The world is spinning…